i fell in love with (read: became obsessed with) this blog http://aloneeverafter.wordpress.com/
it’s one of those things in life that convince me i am 100% crazy and unique. i don’t know him (author), and though i thought at first “wtf? is he serious?” i am now completely and utterly spellbound. ok, you’ll get sick and tired of my gushing about his writing style. b u t this is entirely different.
in two instances in my life have i met people online, whose personality reminds me of me at certain parts of my “inexperienced and young” life. one makes me wade in light-hearted wisdom, whilst the other – the aforementioned blog – reinvigorate memories i would much rather forget. in classic Sukkar&Filfil-ness, i have decided to become addicted to and read everything under this blog.
which brings me to a time when i wish i could pay more heed to my actions and heart-led decisions. i don’t regret it, and will admittedly continue reading it. but the aftertaste that comes with it is unavoidably unpleasant; bitterly familiar, nausea-inducing and tearfully stifling. i still love it though. i have strong urges and passions and desires towards simple things in life; this was one of those. when i’m done with the whole blog i shall never forget it, but i will perhaps let it, and it’s author, go. they will remain in my mind long after, but the visits and the hyper comments will fade.
i can’t forget things; it is at once a blessing and a curse. but i’m a cheapskate when it comes to relationships, and i’m doubtful if anything fruitful comes out of my mad connection with the above blog.
on a lighter note, the damned two william sisters are through to the womens final in wimbledon. i hate repetition and monotonousness, and any final involving these two is just that. hateful. i find comfort and beauty in colour and variance. my ideal match for the womens final would have been one between elena dementieva and venus williams. niiiice!
the men’s semi-finals is on today. i intensly dislike federer – no personal reason, more of a nadal fan myself, but anyhow – but i am more interested in the two andys’ match; between andy murray and andy roddick (naturaly, i’m british afterall!).
go andy murray! will come back and comment on who has won it… hope i am not disappointed!
